sadness..

first of all sorry its been a while... I didnt move into my apt.. as it was roach infested.. I am looking for a new place now.. I am done with the spring semester, summer time is here!!! My mom is coming out to visit us in 2 weeks, for 2 weeks, its going to be long 2 weeks of doing alot of activities and trying to fit things in between working 2 jobs. I am losing alot of weight down almost 15lbs (thank you weight watchers)...

from nothing..

So I move into my new in 2 days.. I have to first go in and clean it to my standards cause we all know that the landlord is not going to do a great job of cleaning it. I am going to steam clean the couches and have to do some scrubbing of the floors, and the bathroom!! thats gonna be a chore!! I am starting from scratch, I have nothing.. well I just bought some stuff yesterday!! I bought some pots and pans, some plates and forks and some other small stuff... I went with pink and orange! I want to go bright!! everything in there right now is brown and brown is ugly so I need colors!! if you want to send me something for my new place that would be great :) I need it all!!

a little nervous

Well, I have never actually lived alone.. I am trying to get an apt and I have never done that alone. I have always had a roommate, lived with a bf or lived with family.. so I will be venturing out, getting my very own place and going to do things my own way!! decorate how I want to decorate, clean the way I want, when I want or dont if I dont want! I am going to be able to sleep in, or stay up all night, have a friend over if I want and not have to worry about who will be there cause Ill know that NOONE will be there but me!! I just got the call!! gonna go sign some papers!!!

not enough time

Well I just decided there is never enough time!! I am working 2 jobs, taking 2 classes, watching my nephew, and taking him to daycare when needed!! I just dont have enough time to do it all! My classed end in june, so I have just about 6 weeks left of that. I am needing more hours at work but just dont have the time to take them.. AAAAAAAAAAAAA some one do some of my home work for me!!

one week in..

I am a week into my diet, and so far I have done great, havent gone back for seconds, and weighed every lil thing I eat, but done good. I did have one slip where I forgot I was on a diet and ate 4 pieces of starburst candy.. do you know, they were only 2 points for the 4 of them.. not too bad. I am eating a McDonalds (I know thats bad!) fruit and maple oatmeal.. probably alot of points since there is alot of sugar in it!! I will keep you updated on the weight loss..

earthquakes or tornados?

Well last night we had tornado warnings, and it did sound like the house was going to come down.. I was very scared, couldnt sleep!! I grow up in cali, I am used to earthquakes!! I know what to do in one.. I know how to survive!! in a tornado, there is no knowing how to survive, its all chance, which way is the tornado going to hit? I have heard your supposed to get in the basement, but what if you dont have one!!! I live in a trailer, that means no basement!! not to mention, no power for hours after, that means no shower, hair or make up!! so yes to say the least, I was scared, but who wouldnt be? oh yea my bro-in-law who was laughing at me!!

2 jobs again

I am very excited I now have 2 jobs, I havent started the second one yet, as I am waiting for the drug test results, and they do a very extensive testing, all medications you might be taking that you shouldnt be.. I had to write down any meds I had taking in a month.. I am going to be a pharmacy tech!! maybe Ill go to school for it, and then make more money doing it. we'll see how much I like it. I still dont know what I want to do with my self any more now that I cant massage. I wish I was rich so I could open that bakery and not have to worry bout money.. maybe some day (or after Sandy buys enough lemon cookies to support me)