Valentines day

Today is February 14th. I have had the same "Valentine" for the last 7 years, until now. This is the first year I have been alone in a long time and I must say, it feels good. I had been with the same person for so long I forgot who I was, maybe I never knew. I have been learning things about me in the last 6 months I never knew in the 27 years I have been alive. I have learned I like my self, and I like being alone. I think its a new thing for me, single forever, maybe I dont really want kids, I think I wanted them so bad just to fill a void in my life.. now that the void is gone.. no kids, nothing but me doing anything I want, and today I want some chocolate..