missing

I am tired.. but I havent been able to sleep well lately.. I think I miss sleeping next to him.. I have been missing him alot these last few weeks. I dont think anyone will ever compare.. He wasnt perfect at all, just perfect for me.. did we have our problems sure... do I think we could have worked them out.. maybe.. more so now that we have grown up some.. do I think we would be together if I was there? yes.. I want some one that knows about music and guns. and keeps me updated on the news cause I never watch it.. and will kill bugs for me even if he laughs at me while he does it (or complains that he has to do it) and some one that when I ask him to fix something can do it, and will.. I want him.. the man he is now.. The wonderful sweet (tho he wont admit it) man that I love. take me in your arms hold me tight and dont ever let me go!