wishing

I wish I was rich, non single, had my life together, and things were not complicated. I wish I could see what was to come in the future for me, so I could just know that all of this is going to be worth the crap I am going thru now... I wish I had a job I like to do, better yet one I just made enough money to live off of. I wish I was close to my best friend and I could just see her all the time.. I wish I didnt have the choices I have now. I wish it were simple, I wish it were different, I wish it wasnt me..