The end of the year!!

As the end of the year is coming, I am venturing out, moving to a place I have been to less then 14 days in.. I am going to be heading out in less then a month, going to live with my sister, brother-in-law, and nephew. I do not have a job yet, but have applied at a few. I am exited, and nervous. I will miss all of my friends I am leaving behind, and hope to be able to keep in touch with them all. As the year comes to an end, and so does the job I am currently work at. As that comes to an end, I am very glad that I will be out of there. Hopefully sooner then later (I might be able to never go back... ) As the year ends, I have learned quite a bit, a bit about love and relationships, a bit about keeping records of things that happen, a bit about me, what I like and dont like (who knew I like Collard greens.. I didnt) what kind of man I want to be with, and the kind I dont.

As this year ends, I say it was a good year, an eventful year, and a year for learning!
As this year ends, I am glad its over, and glad to be starting a new one.

is it xmas yet?

I spent a week in GA for xmas, and now I get to do xmas again with Megan, her family and Aust!!! I cant tell you what I got for them yet, but soon it will be revealed!! I am house sitting for my aunt, its nice and quite.. watching Ghost Whisperer right now, tomorrow will be a fun filled day of making lots of cookies for sat, and monday. I had a friend tell me I need to start a online cookie sale site.. want some cookies send me a check :) I am very calm and relaxed tonight, and going to bed soon..

notice is in

So I put in my notice today, and it went ok.. I was kinda shocked.. I told the 3 people that needed to know, My manager, my supervisor, and the mail room sup. lets see how fast the news spreads!! My official last day is the 14th of Jan. I also came back after my vacation to 3 gift cards that I won in the activities they did last week, hey Im not complaining :) I packed another box up last night, will probably not work on any more until after the holidays. I am going to go through a box of pic's I have been needing to go through, that my X has been bugging me for the doubles that he is in from the last 7 years this weekend since Ill be house sitting for my aunt, not doing much of anything else. I am looking forward to exchanging gifts with a good friend tomorrow, and spending xmas day with my bff and her family(which have always made me feel like part of the family since mine is so far away) I am going to miss doing xmas with them. I may just have to come back to visit some time to do it.

I am content right now..

Vacation!!

Man did I need that!! Sorry its been so long since I posted, but I was on vacation, and loved every minute of it!! I went to visit my family in GA. I got to see my nephew, which by the way is the cutest thing ever!! We did our little christmas, and I got to spoil him, getting him pretty much anything he wanted!! I got a great digital camera from my mom, which I was able to take great pics with it.. I have to go back to work tomorrow, and give my notice (I am a little scared, very excited) My last day at work will be the 14th of Jan then last minute things to do before I leave for GA to live on the 20th.

what is going on?

So recently at work (day before thanksgiving to be exact)  I had a huge ordeal happen where some people may have the idea that I was racist, or implied that I might be. I of course took precaution and talked to management so that I could straighten things out. well this backfired more, and made other people think I am just a big huge tattle tell even more then they already thought that. Most of the people I work with directly do not like me on a personal level anyway, mostly because I do my job, and theirs so they look bad. I have tried hard over the last 2 years to be as kind as I can to them, even listen to my ipod so I dont have to hear the stupid things that come out of their mouths. So tell me then WHY is it that since that day, after I went to this person and told them I dont hate them, I have nothing against them and all this other bull, (yes mostly lies to keep the peace, that I have said before) WHY do they all of a sudden all seem nice, and like they like me, and talk to me and include me???????? I think something is going on!! I had a few good convo's with this one person in particular..


in 48 hours vaca time!!!

one week, one month

is it really true? in one week I will be on my way to GA to visit, and it (about) one month I will be on my way to GA to live!! I am very excited bout this, as you have noticed as its been the theme for most of my recent talks. I have been talking to a few people about this decision, trying to make sure I have made the right now, I am so glad that you have done this for me. there is alot to thing about, I realized today, I wont get to get out like I do now (not that I should) they dont have what we have here in CA, and where I am going is also so far out of the city they dont have much of anything. If I am correct in the matter they have a McDonalds, Burger King, KFC and that is all I know of. Its about an hour from Savanna the closest city around that has more then a wal-mart. I am going through all my stuff, condensing what I have. I have an old comforter that I was given from my grandma, now passed away, that I am having a really hard time letting go of, that was until my BFF suggested cutting a piece of it and letting her make me an ordimant out of it, although I had a dream last night that I was thinking maybe she could make it into a smaller throw blanket and some pillows to snuggle on the couch would be a great way to remember my grandma!! (now I just have to tell her bout this great idea)



the movie tonight (coffee and cigarettes) was canceled very sad. I sat at home on a friday night bored. tomorrow is off to ship boxes to GA!!

Its a date!!!

so the date is set, well the kinda date is set. I leave cali around 10 or 15th of Jan!! I am so excited I almost told people that shouldnt know yet oppps... soon they will all know!! few things need to be done first. mail my stuff, get new tires, get oil changed, get a copy of key made, sell big items (want to buy anything?) pick my classes for school. who knows maybe Ill take more then 2 classes!!! once things get rolling announce it at work and let the rumors start flying!! I am thrilled that in 9 days I will be on my way to GA for a visit (yes very strange that I am going to visit one month before I move there, but it was planed and paid for before deciding to move there and I didnt think I would be going soo soon to move the original plan was for july) things are really starting to look up!  I borrowed a movie from Mike again but was not able to watch it tonight. will watch it tomorrow. and friday is movie night with the bff, this week is Coffee and cigarettes (I think thats what its called) yes what great things I get to look forward to!!

the calm before the storm??

So today was not all bad, no rumors, no hateful comments, no ignoring.. what does this mean? does this mean it will all come crashing down around me? I really hope not. I need to get to GA and need to get there fast. My sister needs me there, needs my help. I want to see my nephew, I want to help. and I want out of CA. 1 month or so. maybe 3 lets hope for 1.

all the hype?

What is all the hype over black friday? I went out at 4:30am, got home at 11:30am and in those 7 hours went to 7 stores, and had no problems at any of them.. Best buy we walked in, got what we wanted, and were out in 20 min. why wait in like for 2 days? We went to Torrid and got great clothes, went to sears, dillards, things remembered, payless, and Kohls. but still we went in and were out of them so fast. the one that took the longest, torrid why? we had to try on everything in the store!! I got a pea coat, 2 pairs of jeans, and a cami for 100 bucks!! after a great morning of shopping, I took a nap, then down for the 2nd thanks giving!! had a good time visiting with people I dont get to see very often, seeing the new addition to the family. we did have 2 injuries, but everyone is fine. we learned not to race down stairs..

day of eating

So today I ate, and ate a lot, isnt that what your supposed to do on thanksgiving? Well I was only able to do this because I was invited (I kinda invited myself) to a really good friends house(thank you Ruth). I got my paper for class done too (thank you Ruth!). Tomorrow is up early for some crazy black friday shopping with the bff. then off to Murrieta for a second thanksgiving on sat with other great friends. hope you all had a great thanksgiving too!

really??

So I had one of the worst days of my life!! I was basically tortured at work. I know most of them dont like me anyway, now they HATE me. This doesnt bother me on a personal level, it does however make it very hard to work when they ignore you ( and I mean straight up ignore) when you are talking to them about something to do with work. very frustrating! what happened you ask? just a simple miss communication between 2 co-workers blown way out of proportion! did my manager handle the situation well? no.. what does this mean? hopefully I will still have a job for the next month, in the mean time sell all the stuff I am not taking with me to GA, pack up and head out first thing in the new year!

same ol same old

Today was not much different then other days,woke up late, work, called some moving companies, dinner, watched a really good movie ("bed of roses" thank you mike!) worked on my paper for class, fought with the x, talked to the bff, and now off to bed. good night every one

the right time?

So when is it ever the right time? right now, I am contemplating when should I move? I can pretty much go any time starting with Jan 2 2010. The problem just becomes little things, but enough little things make one big thing right? I have to wait for a settlement for a car accident to be done, I am taking 2 classes in spring semester here in CA, I wanted to be in CA for my bday, I want to be able to save some money before going.. all of this, but they all have been proven not enough of a cause to stay, Lawyer says I can do things through the mail, classes are all online can be done from GA, bday with my sister would be fun, money Ill never save.. so then one issue could be driving across country in the winter when there is a possibility of snow on the ground. my sister suggested hire a moving company and just fly out, could be pricey.. but so is the gas in a uhaul towing my car across the country.. what do you all think?

great day

Today was a great day spent with friends! I was able to finally visit my friend in the hospital, as she is now out of ICU!! She is doing much better. after was a dinner celebration for a friends b-day!! we had a blast. the night has ended with just fun hanging out in the garage drinking wine and playing pool.. thank you everyone for a great day!!

Movie night..

So a sorta tradition has started.. I went to see a movie tonight with a friend, the second time now, every other week. We watch the greatest movies (and we dont even pick them, they are picked for us). The first movie was "The reckless moment" made in 1949 it is an american film, no longer available in america.. this week was "chungking express" a foreign film made in 1994. I do recommend both to you, but so you know, the second be prepared for subtitles.


What a great end to a horrible week!!
Thank you friend

Do I want children???

NO! why is is that when I tell someone I dont want to have children  they look at me like I am crazy? Being a mother is not for everyone.. why dont I want children? Honestly? Because I am selfish. I want to go where I want, when I want. I wouldnt be able to just up and move like I am now, I wouldnt be able to go visit a friend who is living abroad (when she goes) I wouldnt have moeny.. I just want to be free.. thats all. Do I like children, yes.. I love my nieces and nephews, and will spoil them! if I was to get pregnant I would be happy, and have the child, I just dont ever plan on that happening..

looking down, and out

So found out today, I didn't get the promotion at work.. thats ok all this means is that I am moving to GA sooner then later. I decided a few months ago I live way to far from my sister, and that I am going to go live out there so I can watch my nephew grow up, and he knows who is aunt is(right now he knows my voice) there are few (very few these days) people in CA that I will miss.. they know who they are. As far as what will happen in GA? who knows maybe Ill find my true love, some nice country gent!! Ill work, continue to go to school, and maybe one day open the bakery we have been talking bout(come get your lemon cookies while there hot!)

looking up???

Wondering if things are looking up? today was a better day then yesterday. My friend is doing better, class is almost over and going good also had a really good conversation with my professor tonight, and stress levels seem to be going down.. I still haven't found out about the promotion (maybe tomorrow?) I have good friends that are helping me with a situation that came up.. my smoking has gone down!! (I did have one today shame on me) Tomorrow is going to be a good day, and hey its half way to the weekend thats always a plus right?

This week cont..

So much happened today, that I need to get it out!! A good friend from work is in the hospital, ICU, and there is nothing I can do about it. she had a major heart attack, has pnemonia, and a bunch of other things wrong with her. I wish I could at least do something, visit, some how help. I didnt find out anything about the promotion at work. I am not expecting to hear anything until wednesday or after. I did however watch a really great movie!! it is called "somewhere in time" with Christopher Reeves and Jane Seymour, made it 1980 (yes before I was born) it is almost as good as the movie I saw a few weeks ago "the reckless moment" a movie not available in the US made in 1949. I highly recommend both to everyone!
less stress tomorrow... (please)

1st week in...

I always seem to have a lot on my mind, and don't always know who to talk or what to say. I stole the idea of blogging from a good friend, so here I start. I want to sit down once a week, and run things past you(whoever you are). This week.. I have had a nice week so far, some stress and worrying about if I get a promotion at work or not. I am supposed to find out tomorrow, but they never announce it when they say they are going to. The interview went well, but it has every time I have interviewed, and have never gotten it before, so we'll see. I got to send an evening with a friend doing crafts. I have also fought with my ex-boyfriend over some belongings of mine quite a bit this week. I have finally figured out why we didn't work out! I am getting excited about going to Ga in December to visit my sister and her family for a week.