the calm before the storm??

So today was not all bad, no rumors, no hateful comments, no ignoring.. what does this mean? does this mean it will all come crashing down around me? I really hope not. I need to get to GA and need to get there fast. My sister needs me there, needs my help. I want to see my nephew, I want to help. and I want out of CA. 1 month or so. maybe 3 lets hope for 1.

all the hype?

What is all the hype over black friday? I went out at 4:30am, got home at 11:30am and in those 7 hours went to 7 stores, and had no problems at any of them.. Best buy we walked in, got what we wanted, and were out in 20 min. why wait in like for 2 days? We went to Torrid and got great clothes, went to sears, dillards, things remembered, payless, and Kohls. but still we went in and were out of them so fast. the one that took the longest, torrid why? we had to try on everything in the store!! I got a pea coat, 2 pairs of jeans, and a cami for 100 bucks!! after a great morning of shopping, I took a nap, then down for the 2nd thanks giving!! had a good time visiting with people I dont get to see very often, seeing the new addition to the family. we did have 2 injuries, but everyone is fine. we learned not to race down stairs..

day of eating

So today I ate, and ate a lot, isnt that what your supposed to do on thanksgiving? Well I was only able to do this because I was invited (I kinda invited myself) to a really good friends house(thank you Ruth). I got my paper for class done too (thank you Ruth!). Tomorrow is up early for some crazy black friday shopping with the bff. then off to Murrieta for a second thanksgiving on sat with other great friends. hope you all had a great thanksgiving too!

really??

So I had one of the worst days of my life!! I was basically tortured at work. I know most of them dont like me anyway, now they HATE me. This doesnt bother me on a personal level, it does however make it very hard to work when they ignore you ( and I mean straight up ignore) when you are talking to them about something to do with work. very frustrating! what happened you ask? just a simple miss communication between 2 co-workers blown way out of proportion! did my manager handle the situation well? no.. what does this mean? hopefully I will still have a job for the next month, in the mean time sell all the stuff I am not taking with me to GA, pack up and head out first thing in the new year!

same ol same old

Today was not much different then other days,woke up late, work, called some moving companies, dinner, watched a really good movie ("bed of roses" thank you mike!) worked on my paper for class, fought with the x, talked to the bff, and now off to bed. good night every one

the right time?

So when is it ever the right time? right now, I am contemplating when should I move? I can pretty much go any time starting with Jan 2 2010. The problem just becomes little things, but enough little things make one big thing right? I have to wait for a settlement for a car accident to be done, I am taking 2 classes in spring semester here in CA, I wanted to be in CA for my bday, I want to be able to save some money before going.. all of this, but they all have been proven not enough of a cause to stay, Lawyer says I can do things through the mail, classes are all online can be done from GA, bday with my sister would be fun, money Ill never save.. so then one issue could be driving across country in the winter when there is a possibility of snow on the ground. my sister suggested hire a moving company and just fly out, could be pricey.. but so is the gas in a uhaul towing my car across the country.. what do you all think?

great day

Today was a great day spent with friends! I was able to finally visit my friend in the hospital, as she is now out of ICU!! She is doing much better. after was a dinner celebration for a friends b-day!! we had a blast. the night has ended with just fun hanging out in the garage drinking wine and playing pool.. thank you everyone for a great day!!

Movie night..

So a sorta tradition has started.. I went to see a movie tonight with a friend, the second time now, every other week. We watch the greatest movies (and we dont even pick them, they are picked for us). The first movie was "The reckless moment" made in 1949 it is an american film, no longer available in america.. this week was "chungking express" a foreign film made in 1994. I do recommend both to you, but so you know, the second be prepared for subtitles.


What a great end to a horrible week!!
Thank you friend

Do I want children???

NO! why is is that when I tell someone I dont want to have children  they look at me like I am crazy? Being a mother is not for everyone.. why dont I want children? Honestly? Because I am selfish. I want to go where I want, when I want. I wouldnt be able to just up and move like I am now, I wouldnt be able to go visit a friend who is living abroad (when she goes) I wouldnt have moeny.. I just want to be free.. thats all. Do I like children, yes.. I love my nieces and nephews, and will spoil them! if I was to get pregnant I would be happy, and have the child, I just dont ever plan on that happening..

looking down, and out

So found out today, I didn't get the promotion at work.. thats ok all this means is that I am moving to GA sooner then later. I decided a few months ago I live way to far from my sister, and that I am going to go live out there so I can watch my nephew grow up, and he knows who is aunt is(right now he knows my voice) there are few (very few these days) people in CA that I will miss.. they know who they are. As far as what will happen in GA? who knows maybe Ill find my true love, some nice country gent!! Ill work, continue to go to school, and maybe one day open the bakery we have been talking bout(come get your lemon cookies while there hot!)

looking up???

Wondering if things are looking up? today was a better day then yesterday. My friend is doing better, class is almost over and going good also had a really good conversation with my professor tonight, and stress levels seem to be going down.. I still haven't found out about the promotion (maybe tomorrow?) I have good friends that are helping me with a situation that came up.. my smoking has gone down!! (I did have one today shame on me) Tomorrow is going to be a good day, and hey its half way to the weekend thats always a plus right?

This week cont..

So much happened today, that I need to get it out!! A good friend from work is in the hospital, ICU, and there is nothing I can do about it. she had a major heart attack, has pnemonia, and a bunch of other things wrong with her. I wish I could at least do something, visit, some how help. I didnt find out anything about the promotion at work. I am not expecting to hear anything until wednesday or after. I did however watch a really great movie!! it is called "somewhere in time" with Christopher Reeves and Jane Seymour, made it 1980 (yes before I was born) it is almost as good as the movie I saw a few weeks ago "the reckless moment" a movie not available in the US made in 1949. I highly recommend both to everyone!
less stress tomorrow... (please)

1st week in...

I always seem to have a lot on my mind, and don't always know who to talk or what to say. I stole the idea of blogging from a good friend, so here I start. I want to sit down once a week, and run things past you(whoever you are). This week.. I have had a nice week so far, some stress and worrying about if I get a promotion at work or not. I am supposed to find out tomorrow, but they never announce it when they say they are going to. The interview went well, but it has every time I have interviewed, and have never gotten it before, so we'll see. I got to send an evening with a friend doing crafts. I have also fought with my ex-boyfriend over some belongings of mine quite a bit this week. I have finally figured out why we didn't work out! I am getting excited about going to Ga in December to visit my sister and her family for a week.