sitting in McDonalds

I am sitting here in McDonalds, as I will be doing probably 3-4 times a week(not eating anything!!). I am looking for a job right now.. I have applied at a few places, not enough though. my next stop is wal-mart (really the only store we have around here) to get a few things needed. I had a good first few days, and its time to buckle down and find a job. I am trying to contact people that have money for me, but they always make it so difficult dont they!! I have no money, but the possibility to have a lot all at once if they dont hurry and send me all my money or the paper I need to get it like my w-2s. well I better get back to applying for jobs..

I am blogging while on my way to GA!! I can't believe the day came for me to go! My besty Myk is with me. We have made it to phenix AZ! Stopped to eat and back on road! It's been a great day!

Its begining

So I am leaving in less then 48 hours.. I am driving to Burbank airport to pick up a friend that is flying in to drive with me, then flying back to denver.. what a great friend he is, and glad to have someone going with me. So he flies in on sunday at 11, and straight from there we are hopping on the 10 and going across the country!! I have to pack a few more boxes to be mailed tomor since looking at all I have left, I dont have room for it all!! (well I would if friend wasnt coming but he is more important) so as I am closing out my time in cali, I will miss it, but glad to be going on to a new adventure, close to my family. I will be getting to GA on tues or wed!

its decided..

The decision has been made....

I was able to go to my uncles this weekend and take him back his bed he had lent me a year ago. I was nice spending some time with him. Friday was a very rough day for me so I deffenitly enjoyed not having to worry about anything while my visit. He even bought me a new shirt and pants!! I am now sleeping on the floor, at least on work nights, couch when I dont have to get up early. I have 5 days of work until my last day!! then lots of packing (I did do 2 boxes tonight) and getting stuff done on my car. just a few weeks left until I venture out to GA. I have a good friend that might go with me too!!

a lot on my mind

So I have spent the last 24 hours thinking things over, I have a huge decision to make, and soon. I spent the last 24 hours being stressed, not talking (this is not normal for me). I spent the last 24 hours not being a great friend, not being my self, and not doing things I need to be doing. The decision that needs to be made, will change a lot of things in my life. could change my move date, could tare me down, or build me up. The stress could break me, or make me strong.



tonight, drinking!!

winning the lotto!!

I won the lotto tonight!! yes, thats right I won!! how much you ask? does it matter? I have only played a few times in my life, and this is the first time I have ever won.. no it wasnt a lot, and I think its just practice for next time when I win it all.. what am I going to do with my winnings? will I have quite a few people who want part of it, so Ill share.. lets brake it down, I have bff gets the first part, sister (oh and some for my nephews college fund), mom, few friends(lets say 5) , think thats it so we have to split it between 10 people.. thats 10 cents each!! we are doing great!! lets think bout what we will buy with it now.. I think I gonna put my part in the bank.. what will you do with your 10 cents?