going crazy!!

So I am going crazy, out of boredom, I need a job!! The class I am taking is helping, and watching my nephew is great, but I need something to do, like every day!! I need a job. I have a possible job interview on wednesday, that is if they send me the email giving me the info to go.. I dont care what kind of job it is at this point just want something to do. (but I wont do fast food!!)

school, complicated

Why do things have to be so complicated. I am in school, so I have to buy a text book, and some access code to get onto the site to do the work.. I go to the book store order both of them, the access code is out of stock!! so I get the book in the mail, and guess what it has a code that came with it bundled together. great, go online to put the code it, its not the right code have to buy the one that was out of stock now for 20 instead of 7 bucks. The teacher is trying to help me but just making everything more confusing!! I just want to learn about art!!

Valentines day

Today is February 14th. I have had the same "Valentine" for the last 7 years, until now. This is the first year I have been alone in a long time and I must say, it feels good. I had been with the same person for so long I forgot who I was, maybe I never knew. I have been learning things about me in the last 6 months I never knew in the 27 years I have been alive. I have learned I like my self, and I like being alone. I think its a new thing for me, single forever, maybe I dont really want kids, I think I wanted them so bad just to fill a void in my life.. now that the void is gone.. no kids, nothing but me doing anything I want, and today I want some chocolate..

not eating out

Everyone keeps reminding me that I dont have fast food anymore!! well not the good ones. I want some in and out, or really good chinese food, anything! but I am not eating out, have not ate out except twice since I have moved, burger king, and subway. I have eaten good food at home, and maybe that will help me lose weight!! I want to start working out (yes please hold me accountable) and hopefully when summer comes I will sweat the rest of the weight off!!

grocery store next get me some good food for dinner!!